hey Chris,its your cousin..
You know I tried so hard helping you out from giving you diff advices and coming from someone had 2 busineses that started when I was only 25 yrs old.I shared so many business strategies and ways to start a new business.but seemed like you didn't care or try to understand what I was telling you.All you cared was what was in your mind and you thought you knew enought to be stable what you were doing.I first gave you a 240sx that had a set of se wheeles and a set of volks rims that you sold a month after I gave you that car .you told me that u would love to have the set of Volks rims to keep.and untill now your parents didn't like what I did for you.I thought giving you that s13 hatch will build your confidense,good drifter image and try hard to start a business of your own.You had a neon that you try to slide sideways,going to diff events representing the drift community with a fwd.thats why I was kind enough to give you my car.to have a better drift image to the drifters.but seems like after I gave you that car you start going down.U let down your parents from not graduating in college where they spent a lot on you and still paying for it for the next 10 yrs.
all I'm saying to you,I'm not mad.but you need to wake up and make the right decissions in your life.I gave you an advice that you can go back home with your parents so you don't have high bills to maintain and get a job.visit your friends whenever you get a chance.but no.you didn't respect my help to you.I'm sorry bro.I treated you like a brother.I've known you for so many yrs.but this is bullshit what you been thru and going thru...you need to stop asking people for help and ask yourself what you can do to start a new life and the best way to do that..you rely too many help from people but you don't even know how to help yourself.Do you even like or love yourself.you have to know how to love yourself in order to take care of yourself..I love you bro.I've been thru a lot of shit in my life but I don't blaime myself from them but kept my head up to keep going on to beter the situattions I was in..If you know how to take advice or listen from me or your own parents.why anybody should do that for you...
a lot of jobs out there like Mcdonalds or other food industry that are doing good from this bad economy.start somewhere where you can make a living.stoping being picky because you think your lowering your standards..
shit I was making 6 figures last 2007 and now making $45k.I learned to adjust myself to what ever I can do.I thank god I have a job and I know someday somehow I will have a another business.for now I need to get myself situated.
I'm still here if you need an advice but I'm not here to help you financialy.you have to stop dreaming of a business you had in mind for the past yrs.you fucked up and just get your life straighten out and start fresh.
Stop asking people help and start working as much as you can so you can start saving up money to payback to those people you owed.one day they will appreciate that you did it on your own and someday they will forgive you.for now you're on your own.deal with it or just keep messing up.its your life you fucking with.they could careless about it....
your cousin,
RJ
Now lets get back to the reality life.who has or know someone has a 350z driverside door I can buy?pm me on any info...