I cannot believe i read all 4 pages...
Anyway, I would recommend a job. The restaurant industry is used to retards and ex-cons, so if you have half a brain I can guarantee that you will do well. Bus tables, wash dishes, wait tables, finish college, do side jobs, mow lawns, detail cars, wash dogs, walk dogs, baby sit, do oil changes, DO SOMETHING.
I don't understand how you can sleep at night after asking people for money when you are currently unemployed. Randy, that has to be the sorriest thing i have heard of in a long time. GOOD LUCK, BUT NOBODY WILL INVEST IN YOU IF YOU DO NOT INVEST IN YOURSELF. SORRY