Time to grow up (SERIOUS)

GeneStarWindGSW

GeneStarWindGSW

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Well some of you might know that i am going to be selling the Cressida. Well i took a lot of time today to watch tv & think since i felt like shit(sick). All i ever get at home is bitched at since i don't work, im not going to school atm, i don't pay rent and i just don't do anything. So basically im selling the cress to grow up and find myself.

For more details read below (no cliffs and im serious about it all.. if u have nothing good to say about my decision then just don't post. Yea i might be nuts, but i gotta do what feels right to me... some people never accomplish the things they want in life)
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: sup
mark4shizzle: sup dud
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: im gonna put the cress up for sale
mark4shizzle: why
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: its time for me to grow up bro
mark4shizzle: ?
mark4shizzle: get a new car?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: im lazy, i don't work, and i just don't do anything
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: nah
mark4shizzle: hmmm
mark4shizzle: so then what?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: gonna sell the car
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and sell all my parts that i own
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: with it
mark4shizzle: and then?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: then im gonna leave florida and travel
mark4shizzle: nice
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: when i said leaving i meant im leaving like to prove my will power/prove to myself that i can do it.
mark4shizzle: live foryourself
mark4shizzle: snd support
mark4shizzle: yourself?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: nah
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: im gonna leave home
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and then come back
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: after i find myself
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: or run out of money
mark4shizzle: sometimes its good
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: if i told u the exact details u might think im insane but ima do it
mark4shizzle: try mwe
mark4shizzle: me
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: im gonna walk from florida to maine then from maine to washing then from washing to mexican border then ima walk from mexico and walk all the way back home (florida)
mark4shizzle: w
mark4shizzle: t
mark4shizzle: f
mark4shizzle: werd?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: it'll prove myself to me
mark4shizzle: just dont die on the way. i got dibbs on the squirrel
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: yea i plan to sell everything
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: take my room apart
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and get new locks and everything
mark4shizzle: goodluck on that bro
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i plan to sell the cress
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: for 5k
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: so 5k cash
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: to accomplish that
mark4shizzle: can be done
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: all im gonna take
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: what is needed
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i have friends in different states so i can always take pit stops
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol
mark4shizzle: lol cool
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: think im nuts?
mark4shizzle: no
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: good
mark4shizzle: sometimes i just want to get in my car and drive to nowhere
mark4shizzle: i just know gas is expensive
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: yea but im gonna make it reality
mark4shizzle: lol
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: yea
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: thats why im walking lol
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: but driving doesn't make it any fun
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: it teach me a lot
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: it'll *
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: some people never accomplish nothing with their life


————— 12:18 am —————
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: espectially their dreams so i wanna do it just so in the end i can be like bro if i can do this i can do anything. besides it'll teach me a lot about the people of the world, give me time to think, learn and find myself
mark4shizzle: thats good bro
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: maybe when i come back.. i'll be a changed man
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: if i don't a)give up or b)die
mark4shizzle: let b not happen
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol i don't plan to give up or die
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: if i give up
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i'll never come back
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and i'll leave into the miltary
mark4shizzle: why is that
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: cuz i failed myself
mark4shizzle: then dont
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: but im not
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: gonna fail
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: some people have the willpower
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: thats why im home and im like i don't feel like doing anything.... its a personal thing bro
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: its like for u u want to accomplish a project
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and ur not gonna give up right
mark4shizzle: true
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: like if u feel u failed urself
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: ur disappointed
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and give up
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: thats what i did with my supras...
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i failed
mark4shizzle: why did you fail with the supras
mark4shizzle: ive failed with my 240's
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: 3 supras
mark4shizzle: haaardcore
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i failed them all
mark4shizzle: blew them?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: no money and i was too lazy to get a job
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and i just feel like i failed them and my friend that sold to me
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: now my friend is died =[
mark4shizzle: sorry to hear
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i feel like i just let everyone down and even myself sometimes
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: so its time to change that bro
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and i want to do it on my own
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: thats why i said people who go into the miltary take the easy way out sometimes
mark4shizzle: i get you
mark4shizzle: i feel like i failed the 240s
mark4shizzle: and my old single cam civic
mark4shizzle: i could have done soo much more
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: exactly
mark4shizzle: but i am unemployed
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: same as i
mark4shizzle: yep
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: but all my friends have jobs so im like wtf is wrong with me
mark4shizzle: thats why ive had many cars.

————— 12:28 am —————
mark4shizzle: me too
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: maybe
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: u should come with me
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol
mark4shizzle: lol
mark4shizzle: nah im too fat
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: nigga please
mark4shizzle: ill die past daytona
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: u'll lose weight by then
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: lol
mark4shizzle: lol
mark4shizzle: true
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: see ur saying u failed even before trying
mark4shizzle: i wish i could start over with a 240
mark4shizzle: a really clean one
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: even if it is mad lol
mark4shizzle: and just do everytihng right
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i've said that many times
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: but it just never happens... =(
mark4shizzle: either that or do what i envision with my sedan
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: never boosted my 240
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: that was my closest accomplishment
mark4shizzle: i wanted a swap
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i was like 80% there
mark4shizzle: i had the silvia front
mark4shizzle: the enkeis
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i had the 240 front
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: silvia front
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: skyline front
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: interior parts
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: exterior parts
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: aftermarket parts
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: bro u should come with me on my journey lol
mark4shizzle: you dont know how bad i want to get a clean shell
mark4shizzle: and start over
mark4shizzle: lol
mark4shizzle: that wouldnt fly with the rents
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: why?
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: if u leave
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: ur not using any resources
mark4shizzle: i couldnt leave
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: so less money to pay
mark4shizzle: im an only child. they have me glued lol
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: im a child too
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: but this is something i've been wanting to do
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: and i've planned it
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: im finally gonna go through with it
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: if i fail a car then think of everything else
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: u'll be gone
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: or like 4 months MAX
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: for*
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: atleast u'll do something with ur life
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: as i
mark4shizzle: i just want to start over with a car i love i guess you can say.
mark4shizzle: maybe one day
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: yea i feel ya
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: i just want to stop fantazing and make it reality
mark4shizzle: yep
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: so its time bro, it took me this long to realize it
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: is there anything in your life you would die for?
mark4shizzle: hmm dunno
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: your car? your friends? your family? the things you love/care for? someone special? anything
mark4shizzle: family.

————— 12:38 am —————
mark4shizzle: some friends


————— 12:43 am —————
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: I'd die for my friends, family and the ones i love/care for.
mark4shizzle: yep
XxT88SuPrAT88xX: but the thing is people can say things and it feels meaningless sometimes. its the same as what i want to do
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im super confussed?

do u talk about important things to ur parents to there face?

but best of luck to u,
why this needs its own thread is beyond me!
 
Mang that cress is baller and youll regret it mang. Sell the parts put the car in storage and do your thing. Then when you come back youll still have a baller car
 
drftnR14 said:
im super confussed?

do u talk about important things to ur parents to there face?

but best of luck to u,
why this needs its own thread is beyond me!
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just want real opinions what u think. plus people might wanna know why im selling the cress ;)

btw i put this in off-topic, so its all good.

ya tu sabes said:
Mang that cress is baller and youll regret it mang. Sell the parts put the car in storage and do your thing. Then when you come back youll still have a baller car
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nah man, no more regrets bro.
 
Best In luck of what you do in your life kid...best in Advise. Life sucks sometimes and sometimes makes us face reality just how it is.. BULLSHIT. So with those 5k you get from your cress save it up GO TO ANY BULLSHIT TECH School and start from scratch. From there do what you want to do with your life. Get A JOB, find yourself a Nice girlfriend, that LIKES BJ's Your still young. Don't do anything stupid. LMAO BEST IN LUCK what you do.
 
sometimes people need to wake up or think things through because life isnt easy.
the whole thing with the cars is just to prove ourselves. i just like gene have failed. i couldnt put one together and id give up. but i am young and unemployed. so my time will come. goodluck to you bro.
 
Miami_drifter said:
WALK!!!! OMG! GL! is all i gatta say.. idk y u gatta go so far to find ur self. lmao
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some people live day by day or they just continue what they doing. I feel like there is so much more then this. I have to experience/live it to know it. Maybe along the way it'll teach me many things.

It'd only take like 3-5 months max.

we probably waste more time doing things that have no real meaning or pointless then this. Yea it might not make sense of us and it could be downright stupid/pointless to anyone, but you know sometimes you have to overcome certain obstacles in life to know who you truly are.
 
yeah i heard Bizzy bone did a peace walk a few years back, he walked for like 2 weeks till exhaustion while he passed out he saw Jesus. Changed his life. o_O If thats what your planning on doing, your cool :bigthumbu GOOD LUCK
 
TaGsThAsTreetZ said:
yeah i heard Bizzy bone did a peace walk a few years back, he walked for like 2 weeks till exhaustion while he passed out he saw Jesus. Changed his life. o_O If thats what your planning on doing, your cool :bigthumbu GOOD LUCK
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i never knew that lol. seriously i didn't.

see i guess some things in life changing, but im going to do it definitely. Im gonna walk as much as possible, but i will take breaks, eat, bathroom, buy clothes for appropiate enviroments and take the bare necessities to survive.

i'll also stop and document where i am and how long it takes.
 
you're giving up on the cress bro. Please I've had my RX-7 down for almost, if not, 2 years now and I've wasted soo much money on stupid shit and I get soo much shit for it sitting but I'm not giving up on it. I've had the urge like you to just drive off some where, just think about it for a while until you sell it, think about what you're gonna do when you get to those fucking boonies and there's nothing around and you have something happen to you. just think about it good and hard!
 
FAL said:
you're giving up on the cress bro. Please I've had my RX-7 down for almost, if not, 2 years now and I've wasted soo much money on stupid shit and I get soo much shit for it sitting but I'm not giving up on it. I've had the urge like you to just drive off some where, just think about it for a while until you sell it, think about what you're gonna do when you get to those fucking boonies and there's nothing around and you have something happen to you. just think about it good and hard!
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i've thought about it and i've made up my mind. Im going to sell the cress to someone who i know can make it right.

well when im in the boonies and if something happens.. i just gotta try to survive. its life.
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Driving about 5-6 days and walking about 134 days.
Thats not including all the stops i need to make.

http://walking.about.com/gi/dynamic...=http://www.home.earthlink.net/~earthwalker1/

that dude walked the globe (cept oceans) in 4 years. 14k miles lol
 
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what do you need to sell the cress for??? find a friend you trust and leave it in his or her care... then take your journey of self discovery and when you come back you have a car to relax in.

i know this isnt what you want but... you could totally get media coverage and a shitload of fans that would help you on your trip... just a thought, probably dumb.

i support your effort 100%
 
^^ He needs to sell it to fund his travel. Good luck mang. That's a long walk, sounds fun though.
 
do your thing man.. if its something you have to do.. its something you have to do...just becarefull... and one request.. please buy a pair of old school Nikes, and a Bubba Gump fishing hat!!!
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damn bro im iin the same position as you i feel like leaving everyday but i kno how it is already because ive left my parents house twice and both times ive ended up right bacc here and im still here with no job not going to school no car that runs and bein lazy but to me your parents place is the best place to get your shit back on track so if u havnt talked to them i suggest you do that first. also you have one key thing i dont have and that is a car u can go look for jobs in other cities in florida not just where u live. anyway its ur decision so you decide cuz i kno wants my mind is on somthing nobody can change that but thats what put me in this position anyway
 
just buy a bike....... take a road trip from alaska to Chile and call it a day !......... a lot more interesting than just walking.....unless you like forrest gump... :p
 
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